Thursday, 31 December 2009
In a Little While - U2
Because it is a tuly lovely song and the addition of Brandon is an enhancement to anything.
Friday, 18 December 2009
Happy Endings - Mika
My divorce papers were filed this week, I will no longer be married but divorced, no longer a Mrs but a Ms. My friend said divorce is just a word but not to me, it is the death of my girlish dreams, the opposite of happy ever after. I only have myself to blame, this was my choice, what I wanted and yet I am sadder than I thought possible.
Wednesday, 2 December 2009
Creep - Radiohead
For the words
I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special
Saturday, 31 October 2009
The One
I am missing someone with an ache, I think about them every day, I cry over them every day. I want to say "you're the one" but they don't see me as their one. I'm too late.
I smelt someone with his aftershave the other day and the sense of loss was tangible and I cried because I want to be in his arms nuzzled up to his neck smelling him. When I see his name on my phone or in my in box my heart misses a beat, I cherish every kind word he says to me and I save every text and email like a love sick teenager.
This strength of feeling has so surprised me as I didn't always feel like this, someone said something and it just hit me, I actually love him, I really do. I didn't know that I did. I remember being in his arms and feeling his mouth on mine and I didn't realise that that was where I belonged.
This is why I find something wrong with every man I date, this is why I can't be arsed to try in any relationship, this is why I continually give up, this is why I can't make love to anyone else because no man measures up to him, I judge every man by his standards and every one is found wanting.
Someone once asked me if I would fight for love and I said I would and yet I find myself the world's biggest coward and he will never know that I love him.
But I do, I love him profoundly, painfully and unrequitedly.
He's the one.
Friday, 4 September 2009
The Killers - Romeo & Juliet and Adele - Make You feel My Love
Because I prefer it to the Dire Straits version.
Because I prefer it to the Bob Dylan version
Tuesday, 25 August 2009
Monday, 24 August 2009
Reverend and the Makers - State of things
For the lines "To cook and to clothe and to clean and to screw, is not the sum total of all she can do"
Sunday, 23 August 2009
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